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“Gross!”

“What a disappointment!”

“Ugly and trash!”

“You’re disgusting!”

“You don’t belong in this school, b*tch!”

I let out a deep sigh as I recalled the hurtful words they hurled at me. Whether at home or school, it was the same-nothing but pain was brought upon me.

“Why is the world so unfair to me?” This was the question I always asked God. Why was I born into this world only to suffer? All I wanted was to be loved-to be happy-so why does it seem like everything is denied to me? I don’t understand why it feels like the world is playing a cruel trick on me, intentionally keeping me from getting what I desire.

I sighed again. “I hope in my next life, I will be happy.” I forced a smile, hiding the deep pain that lingered within me. I could never have imagined that everyone would be so cruel to me, that I would experience such hardship.

I placed my hands on the concrete while gazing at the vast surroundings and the students scattered around. I had been sitting here on the railing of our school building’s rooftop for some time. This is where I come whenever I’m sad or when everyone bullies me.

I sighed once more and looked up at the sky. “Lord, was I a bad person in my past life? Because the world is so cruel to me.”

Was I truly bad? Or is it just the people around me who are? No one treated me well. Everyone hates me. I have no friends or even anyone I can call ‘family.’ Do I deserve to live in this world?

I placed my hands on the concrete again to support myself as I stood up. “I’m tired of everything. I want this to end.”

I looked down. My knees trembled as I realized how high up I was. If I fall from here, I will surely leave this world forever.

“Maybe if I die, they will be happy,” I whispered sadly as I closed my eyes, recalling the faces of all those who caused me so much pain.

Tears streamed from my eyes. I felt trapped in a never-ending cycle of torment, reliving the painful experiences over and over again. I’ve had enough. I’m tired. Maybe it’s time to rest… forever.

“To end this pain is to finish everything,” I whispered again, opening my eyes and slowly stepping onto the edge of the railing.

“Goodby-”

I was about to fall when suddenly someone forcefully grabbed my hand, causing me to land on top of someone’s body.

I recognized the familiar scent of his perfume.

I quickly stood up as I realized who it was.

It’s him again…

The guy who became my tormentor, making my life even more miserable.

“You should have just let me go. Isn’t that what you-and everyone-want? For me to disappear from this world,” I said lifelessly.

His face remained blank, showing no emotion as he looked at me.

“Tsk!”

I was startled when he suddenly closed the distance between us and spoke coldly into my ear, “If you want to die, wait for me to be the one… to end your life.” Then, he immediately turned his back on me.

I don’t know why, but a surge of intense anger suddenly welled up in my heart because of what he said. The sadness I felt moments ago was instantly replaced with rage.

My face suddenly became devoid of emotion.

“Oh, is that so?” I said, colder than ice, which made him stop walking.

“Alright,” I continued, quickly removing my heeled shoe and throwing it at him with all my might, hitting him squarely on the head.

I quickly walked toward him and confronted his shocked face. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to,” I said, cold as ice, but dripping with sarcasm.

After saying that, I picked up my shoe and swiftly turned my back on him.